The missing piece of trust

there are dreams that come true 
there are dreams that absurd 
there are sentences which are clear 
there are sentences which show uncertainty 
there are minds that easy to guest 
there are minds that complicated 
there are mistakes that acceptable 
there are mistakes that inevitable 
there are attitudes that lack of attention
there are attitudes that over joy 
while im sitting here 
with questions in my mind 
and im questioning myself ,
" what am i now ? "
" do i still have a heart to feel it ? "
" or is it just a situation where i don't want to be alone ? "
while i was giving my trust away 
i should have not write a 100% off 
memories will explain it all
trust is a word which easy to say but it's hard to prove
however,
many people do ..
a poor little heart 
that didn't know anything about lies 
was manipulated by an evil heart 
to give away it's own trust ..
once is enough
twice is too much 
and the third time ..
the poor little heart will just break into pieces 
and it has been happening since a long time ago ..
a second chance is an opportunity for someone 
to improve the faults of it's own 
it's easy to please but it's hard to be a better person by the second chance 
when you have the second chance 
you will be overjoy cos you think you deserve it and you can prove it ..
while on the other side ,
when the person is giving you the second chance
it doesnt mean that the person just give away the chance 
it means something else ..
when the person is giving the second chance 
it shows that the person lose the trust 
there is no more honesty between them 
suspicions
furious
anger 
unease 
all together become one which is called as a sensitiveness of feeling
when the poem comes to an end ..
does anyone know how to trust people for one more time ?
does anyone has a suggestion of how to gain the trust for once again ?



Joanna-