Can't Turn Back Time - Reminiscing

everyone tells you
they're the best years of your life
the thing they don't tell you
is they are all full of strife
from a child to a teen
in less then a year
it's a lot to deal with ..
teen life 
is something you have to deal with
is something that you have to overcome
the war is against yourselves ..
a child has no worries
a teen has plenty
you've learnt the meaning of love
you've discovered broken hearts
the worries of being accepted
are the hardest part of all ..
time creates all moments
time modifies all questions
time answers all the miseries
then .. 
have you ever wondered 
what life would be like with that person you have lost in your life 
and said to your self things would be different if that person was still here?
have you ever wondered 
what it would be like if you can go back a change the things you have done 
and hope that it wouldn't be like it is now?
too many questions that ended with a big question mark ..
it seems or so people say,
the moment we are born
our fate is already etched on to our foreheads 
a moment when you left still visible
but it's just you can't have them back 

everything is beyond waving goodbye ..

Joanna