Questions of Trust

why does your heart grow doubtful?
tense and beating
full of fear
somehow i know that trust will save me 
but 
to trust someone is based on your clarity of judgement
and it's not easy to do it ..
trust is being earn and lost
do you earn it ?
If trust is lost, will you ever get it back?
will you ever be close to that person again?
it will be never be the same as before ..
how can you trust someone if that someone has broken your trust? 
it feels like heart is empty ..
you have to work for your trust 
with the person that make you lost the trust
you have to make that person understand
why should you ever trust that person again 
you have to repair that broken trust ..
trust can be lost yet regained
once lost
it is hard to regain trust
trust is something that should not be abused or betrayed
trust is a feeling
thats always worth achieving ..
maybe
the past made you not to trust completely
wasn't able to trust anybody fully
thought that you wouldn't allow yourself to get hurt anymore
but that all changed when you knocked
and although you know your partner is true
even to your lover u decreasingly trust
but you will never know the price to pay ..
trust is a word but has a deep meaning
trust is received then slowly deceived 
with something as fragile as trust
once its broken
it takes awhile to rebuild
then questions are all around 
is this trust coming from something more sinister or is it genuine? 
how do you choose? 
who could you trust in your greatest moment in need? 
who will be worthy of having your trust? 
will you be able to confide your trust among certain people? 
all i can say ....
think twice before you act 
cos 
there's no point of regretting of what had done ...



Joanna -