HOMESICK :(

Another day has come and gone away
there's a million people
but i still feel alone
my day is cold and flat
i often see planes
and today i see another plane
i feel like im going home ..
i am homesick 
i just sit at the balcony
as in the twilight 
and watch the birds chirping ..
i am homesick for the city 
that i willing to remember 
the city i hope to lived in
the city where fun exists ..
i am homesick 
for the house where one received me with open arms
when i was sick,
everyone will stay for me ..
i am homesick 
for the place that was full of laughter
i am homesick
for friends that are irreplaceable 
i am homesick 
for hands that stroked my face
i am homesick
for the fun that i used to have every day ..
i am homesick
for the food that my mom used to cook for me
i am homesick
for listening to the story of Jesus
and being taught a prayer for people who need help
i am homesick
for listening to the radio 
which broadcasting about funny things
i am homesick
for TV which all the stations have comedies and gossips
that sometimes made me laugh
that sometimes made me worry ..
i am homesick 
for the time when i was too innocent
to see the signs of betrayal
i am homesick 
for the time when i did not see 
the signs of what is bound to happen
sooner or later ..
i am homesick
for every single thing that i used to do and i used to have ..





Joanna -