be grateful of what you have

Universe is the most amazing creation of God 
He had created the world nicely
i was born to this planet on 13 may 1991
from the eve's womb 
with red cheeks and 2 dimples
i cried for the sign that i was ready to begin the harsh life 
time had passed by
from a year until this second
just few days to go
then i will turn to be 18 years old
i aint a girl not yet a woman
in between those years
problems are increasing
tears are falling
smiles are rising
and so for disappointment
when i was a little girl
i didnt know anything about life
all i knew were candies and soft toys 
all i did were crying and yelling
without a reason,
i shouted at all people that i wanted this
then i had to have it in that mean time!
how selfish and how inappropriate 
but it was me before
as the time goes by
i learn to be something more than me
i am desire to have a meaningful life
not just for luxurious 
not just for fame
life is more than that
there is still a lot of thing that i still dont know
a lot of things about life that still hidden
no matter what i'll find it out one day 
when time is right , it will reveal ..
now in this minute,
im sitting down 
thinking and typing this note
if those days before appear in my mind
i have to be thankful for this life
sometimes i feel not enough of my own life
always feel i need more than this
since i realized and i saw
there is still more people out there
who suffer for pain and illness
i should be grateful for mine
when life says, " enough is enough "
means it is enough ..

3 may 2009


Joanna-